Onmyoji, a nobleman in Heian-kyo

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Ultimately, differences in status and position can make communication between people very difficult.

After the women moved to the village with their children, they must have felt much more at ease.

Because children's minds are not fully developed, some of their misbehavior might offend Kagura, which is very bad.

"There are fewer than ten people living here now..."

Hayasaka Ai sighed again.

Besides arable land, many resources in the village are allocated on a "first-come, first-served" basis, and some well-located residences are highly sought after.

So one by one, they hurriedly moved in.

There were definitely conflicts, but Hayasaka Ai resolved them one by one.

Life is getting easier and easier these days.

Then Hayasaka Ai began to think about herself.

"What exactly is Kyosuke-sama's attitude towards me...? I never expected him to be Mr. Kusa..."

As her mind wandered through various thoughts, Hayasaka Ai felt a sense of unease.

From the day Kousaka Kyosuke brought Aohime here, she finally understood who the mysterious person in her previous dream was.

It turns out that the head of the family has been watching everything that others have done.

It's terrifying whenever I think about it.

Fortunately, she did not do anything improper.

Similarly, Hayasaka Ai felt sorry for those alumni and classmates who did foolish things in their dreams.

Of course, at this point she didn't have much time or energy to pay attention to it.

Like Hayasaka Ai, the not-so-stupid Shirogane Kei naturally discovered the secret as well.

But she's been feeling down these days and doesn't have the energy to think much.

Because her mother was not satisfied with her current life, she heard complaints every time she went back home.

But Shirogane really didn't know what to do.

"We have to thank Kyosuke-sama for seemingly arranging for my brother to manage people instead of doing odd jobs..."

Thinking of his brother, Shirogane Miyuki, Shirogane Kei felt very grateful.

Sometimes she hesitated about whether she should thank Kyosuke Kosaka.

However, it seems to be going too far; it's best to keep things quiet and do things quietly.

Right, that is it.

Skip over the aimless thoughts of Hayasaka Ai and Shirogane Kei.

Kagura quickly took care of Hoshino Ai's daughter and took her out for some fresh air.

"The weather is sunny and clear today, so it's better to go outside for a walk."

Kagura made this suggestion.

My husband often says that we should look at the beautiful scenery outside and breathe in the fresh air.

Hoshino Ai, of course, did not object to the suggestion and walked out with her daughter Rumi in her arms.

Kagura, wanting to keep an eye on Rumi, simply followed along.

Once outside, the two started chatting.

"...Taking care of Rumi was actually a way of wanting to know about love."

"Yes, although it is selfish."

"I'm embarrassed," Hoshino Ai said.

She never hid this fact.

Especially with people you feel you get along with.

Hoshino Ai thought that she might be able to get some answers from these people she could chat with.

Like Qing Ji.

Hoshino Ai vaguely sensed something, but she didn't know if it was just her imagination.

Now, she wants to find the answer from Kagura.

"It's not so much about selfishness. In many ways of the world, actions speak louder than words. What you think in your heart doesn't matter, as long as you don't do things you know are wrong in reality."

Kagura said.

As she was influenced by Kyosuke Kousaka, her thoughts gradually began to overlap with his.

"Then, Ms. Kagura, do you know what love is?" Hoshino Ai asked cautiously, seeing that Kagura was so easy to talk to.

When Kagura heard the question, her calm face underwent a noticeable change.

"I don't know how to answer that. If you don't mind, you can listen to some things between Kyosuke and me..."

Opening her eyes and waking from the deep darkness, the scene of being gently held by Kyosuke Kousaka is a memory Kagura will never forget. If anyone who is confused about love is willing to listen, she would be happy to share it.

232. The Explanation of Love / Kagura's Little Advance / The Siren's First Appearance / Miscellaneous Matters

I do not know how long it has been.

After listening to Kagura's narration, Hoshino Ai was completely lost in thought.

how to say?

Holding hands, hugging, patting heads, feeding each other... they did all the things couples should do.

It's exactly as Qing Ji described.

Ai Hoshino seems to be able to personally experience some of these things.

"One day, the person who loves you will appear."

"Thank you, Ms. Kagura..."

Seeing Kagura trying to comfort herself, Hoshino Ai became embarrassed.

Even though it was her who asked for help this time, they were still so enthusiastic in helping her.

All I can say is that Kagura is truly a wonderful girl.

However, Hoshino Ai still felt hesitant about love.

"It's now completely confirmed. Kyosuke, the husband of Aokihime and Kagura, is indeed capable of giving 'love' to his spouse."

"Unfortunately, this kind of man is almost extinct even in modern times, let alone in this era."

Having lived in an orphanage for a long time, Hoshino Ai was very self-aware.

Therefore, even if one understands some of the meanings of "love," it is still very difficult to put them into practice.

Especially now, when even making a living is a struggle.

Once her daughter Rumi is feeling better, she plans to move to a village not far from the shrine.

Men are not allowed to live there. If you really want to live with a man, you'll have to move out...

Hoshino Ai didn't quite understand the rules, but she hoped that when Rumi recovered, there would still be a place for them to live in the village.

Otherwise, I'll have to ask for help again.

This would make her feel very sorry.

However, Hoshino Ai wasn't too embarrassed.

Is it a given that one should abandon dignity because of survival issues?

Anyway, she never really cared about her reputation.

It's been like this since I was little, which is actually quite good. At least I can survive easily after coming into this world.

Compared to those who are delicate and frail, they are already quite fortunate.

"Kyosuke is back..."

Suddenly, Kagura said.

Hoshino Ai, who was staring blankly at her daughter in thought, subconsciously looked at Kagura and then followed Kagura's gaze.

At a glance, she spotted the man in the hunting robe—Kyosuke.

Kyosuke, who looks only a few years older than her, is top-notch in terms of status, position, and appearance.

Normal girls would all like him, right?

Hoshino Ai thought this way, but her heart barely stirred; her head reflexively lowered and her body shrunk.

salute.

When you meet someone of high status, simply bow humbly.

Don't think that this is shameful, because people who think that way won't live long.